Zara
had stayed at the cabin enough times
to know what to expect. One room, one
bed, one outside bathroom. No electricity,
no hot water, no neighbors. One key hidden
in the same spot behind the wood box
on the porch.
Three-quarters of an hour
after Alex took the key from her useless,
numb fingers to open the door, Zara thought
she might have stopped shivering. Finally.
The fire he’d patiently built and
nurtured from damp kindling into a blazing
inferno helped. So had losing her wet
clothes and wrapping herself snugly in
one of the pair of thick sleeping bags
Alex had found.
Draped over the handlebars
of her bike and a chair he’d dragged
fireside, her thin gym clothes would
soon be dry. So would his shirt, which
meant she could stop not watching him
prowl around the cabin, all bare-chested
and beautiful in the rusty firelight.
She’d decided it was much safer
and more relaxing to watch the flames
flicker and dance over the logs in the
fireplace.
Sitting cross-legged inside
her downy cocoon, staring into the blaze,
she could even put a positive spin to
this misadventure. With Alex isolated
out here, Susannah had more time to think—or
to get wherever she’d gone to do
that thinking—without him turning
up to influence her decision. Zara might
be stormbound with a man who stirred
her libido in all kinds of forbidden
ways, but she had willpower. She knew
what she could have and what was off-limits.
Take chocolate, for example...
Bad example.
With a wry grimace, she
pressed a hand to her empty stomach.
Thinking about food reminded her of how
little she’d eaten today and how
little Alex had found in his preliminary
investigation of the cabin. Two pillows,
two sleeping bags, two kerosene lamps,
no kerosene. One box of matches.
Right now she could hear
him executing a more thorough search
of the kitchen cupboards.
“Any luck?” she
asked hopefully, when the sounds of doors
opening and shutting ceased.
“Unless there’s
something edible in the first-aid kit,
we’re dead out of luck.”
She turned then to find
him leaning back against what passed
for a kitchen bench. And for the first
time since they’d walked through
the door, for the first time since he’d
ordered her out of her wet clothes, since
he’d busied himself with building
the fire and setting out their clothes
to dry, he met her eyes.
Nice that it was across
the width of the cabin. Nice that the
distance and the shadowy light disguised
the hot lick of reaction in her eyes,
in her blood, in her bare-naked skin
beneath the silky lining of the sleeping
bag. She wrapped it more securely around
her shoulders and attempted to relax.
They were stuck with each other for the
duration of the storm; why not make it
as easy and comfortable as possible?
“Not even an out-of-date
can of beans?” she asked.
“Sadly, no.”
“You know what’s
really sad? I stopped on my way out here
for fuel and what was allegedly lunch.
At the time I thought I was doing myself
a favor not eating it!”
“You didn’t
save the leftovers?”
Zara chuckled at his hopeful
tone. “No, although that’s
not the saddest bit. In a moment of weakness
I almost bought a couple of chocolate
bars, you know, for later. But I resisted.”
“Damn.”
“You like chocolate?”
“Like is perhaps
too mild a word,” he said with
a slow smile. “It’s my sin
of choice.”
Standing there in the shadows
with his bare chest and flat abdomen
and low-riding trousers, with that deadly
little smile exaggerating the sensual
bow of his top lip and deepening the
grooves in his lean cheeks, he looked
like a different kind of sinner. And
a different kind of sin.
Temptation snaked through
Zara’s veins, the dark, rich, sumptuous
chocolate kind. Temptation to ask how
often he sinned, to suggest it had done
him no harm, to ask about his second
choice. To flirt and indulge herself
for once.
She didn’t. She couldn’t.
He was Susannah’s.
“I resisted the siren
call.” Zara shrugged, a silky slide
of her bare shoulders inside the sleeping
bag. “It’s not been one of
my better days for choices.”
“I don’t suppose
it worked out quite the way you planned
when you got up this morning.”
“We have that in
common,” she said, and regretted
her candor instantly. The mood changed,
grew thick and weighty with the reminder
of how his day had started and what had
brought them together. His wedding. Her
worry.
“Why do you disapprove
of me marrying Susannah?” he asked.
Zara exhaled slowly. So
much for the easy banter. So much for
comfortable. She felt the tension in
his gaze, in her limbs, and concentrated
on how to answer.
In truth, Susannah hadn’t
told her much about her relationship
with Alex Carlisle and that was the problem.
If Zara ever fell in love, she couldn’t
imagine clamming up on her best friend
in their regular e-mail or IM or phone
updates. She’d have sung it, laughed
it, lived it, breathed it. Susannah hadn’t.
Sure, she’d mentioned meeting Alex
and going out with him a couple of times,
then the next thing Zara knew, she’d
agreed to marry him.
“I wouldn’t
have disapproved,” she said slowly, “if
Susannah had appeared more enthusiastic
about her wedding.”
“She wasn’t
happy?”
“You’re asking
me?”
The line of his lips tightened. “We
haven’t spent a lot of time together,
not since she moved back to Melbourne.”
“You spent last weekend
together,” Zara pointed out. They’d
flown to his family’s outback station
so Susannah could meet his mother and
apparently there’d been a small
engagement party. “Didn’t
you notice anything the matter?”
Heck, Zara had only seen
her friend twice during the last week
and she’d noticed her quietness,
her distraction. That’s why she’d
prodded her at dinner last night. That’s
why she’d asked if Susannah was
very, very sure.
Obviously her fiancé hadn’t
noticed. He stood in stony-faced silence
for at least another minute before he
asked, “Is there someone else?”
Even across the room and
through the deepening twilight she could
see the stormy tension in his eyes. The
breath caught hard in her chest and she
had to look away. Had to force her focus
to that bolt-from-the-blue question.
Something had definitely been going on
with Susannah this last week, but another
man? It seemed so unlikely that Zara
hadn’t even considered the possibility.
Perhaps she’d needed
someone who gave her more time and consideration.
Zara could belief that. But she couldn’t
believe that Susannah would cheat.
“No.” She shook
her head. “Not when she’d
agreed to marry you.”
The moment spun out, taut
and silent but for the whistling howl
of the wind and the intermittent crack
and spit of the fire. She didn’t
know if he believed her, couldn’t
tell what he was thinking.
“What will you do
now?” she asked.
“What can I do?” He
pushed away from the bench. “For
now we’re stuck here with nothing
to do but wait out the storm.”
Excerpt from THERUTHLESS
GROOM, Silhouette Desire® November
2005, ISBN 0-373-76691-2
©Bronwyn Jameson

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